Monday, January 02, 2006

school's starting...

school's starting tomorrow... there are mixed feelings... i am looking forward to it as well as am apprehensive about it... looking forward as it is my last semester before graduation... apprehensive as i am not sure if i am going to be employed by the time i graduate... in this line of performing arts, somehow things are rather uncertain... right now i can only pray that i am doing things in line with God's plans for me... and not rebelling against the destiny He has marked out for me... i am praying for a job that would allow me full flexiblity to continue to serve Him... i know that He is Jehovah Jireh, my God WILL provide... no doubt about that... and since He has placed me in the arena of the Arts... i know full well that my future is safe in His hands...

so Lord... here is my request... heehee... i wanna serve You without needing to worry about anything... i know You are able to provide me with a job that would allow me to serve in GB, lead Your daughters, as well as it being a platform for outreach for Your cause... i simply ask that You would grant me a job that would become my career, that would glorify Your name... i know it is not too much to ask of You... and i know that despite the busy schedule i have had over the past few years, You have always made it possible for me to serve You without concerns... and i know that everything that You allow me to go through is part of Your moulding and pruning process for me... and i know that my security is in You and You alone... i thank You God... for Your faithfulness to me... for Your grace and mercy that is ever abounding... thank You for being the God that You are and only You can be... words alone can't express enough the gratitude in my heart... thank You for choosing me... thank You for crowning me to be Your daughter... Princess Regina Elon Hephzibah... thank You dear Father... no matter how much i have strayed or fallen, You have never let me go... thank You God... You are the reason that i am able to sing... the reason that i live... the reason that i am able to dance...


indeed... as Ps William says... it's not an obligation to dance for the Lord... but it is more like "do i have a reason to dance for the Lord today?" and i must say... everyday, i can dance for the Lord because He is worthy... that's my only reason... because God You are worthy of all the praise and adoration... not because of what You have done... but simply because You are God and You are worthy of my worship... and as Pastor Khong said "praise and worship to the Lord is always active, open and expressive..." how can i possibly not vocalise it? how can i possibly not make it audible? how can i possibly not make it visible? thank You Lord for renewing worship unto You... thank You Lord for reminding me that we have to worship You Your way... thank You for allowing me to be able to come wanting to bless You... thank You Lord for giving me the ability to say Hallelujah... To praise Jehovah...

tell the world that Jesus lives...
tell the world that... tell the world that...
tell the world that He died for them...
tell the world that He lives again...

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