@ Peace

Thank God for the friends in my life... In my downest times, I have precious friends who lend their listening ear without complaints... I thank God for Weiying, Des, Von... These girls are the best!!! They have heard me rant on and on, seen me cry, help me out whenever possible... Thank God for them!

Des, this wonderful girl, spent her time listening to me at esplanade library. Though she didn't know what to say to me after listening, she being there just provided all that I needed... After letting it all out, I am feeling at peace - with God and with myself... I just think that I have too high an expectation of myself... That's why I come down so hard on myself when I fail to do what I think is right... I should stop being such a perfectionist... Thank God for Des...
Weiying, my best partner in crime... She is helping me play guitar as I lead worship for congre tomorrow.. We practiced and practiced this morning until now her hand hurts and my voice is slightly hoarse... Haha... Had a good late lunch with her at THAIExpress at Tiong Bahru, the tom yum soup was so good... The soft shell crab was delicious and so was the pineapple rice... So full now... Feeling very bloated...
Von, my nearest neighbour after Nad, and after tomorrow my only neighbour left in the group of friends I have... She is one darling too... Thanks for offering to lend me a listening ear... But just happened that haven't been spending enough time with you... Sorry... Wanna go out soon?

Chilled out at Esplanade's Haagen Dazs last night...  Was with Des to celebrate Dale's birthday for him... This silly guy, footed the bill when Des and I wanted to pay for it... Saying that we are not working yet so nevermind... But it was your birthday, how could you pay for your own birthday cake? Argh, made Des and I so dunno what to do next... But thank God you like your present... God is just so wonderful... He wanted you to read that book and voila we bought it for you though we didn't know about this book and you were wanting to read I kissed dating goodbye... Hope you enjoy reading this book... :) Thanks for the ride home and my apologies for being so gan cheong when you drive... Bad habit developing, now that I know how to and still learning to drive... Good thing no accidents...

Need to talk to Mel, and clear up the misunderstanding... I think I have allowed my feelings to overwhelm my thought process... Have been rather illogical... Anyway, these are just people, why should I be so disturbed by what they comment... The Lord is my God and my strength... He is my justice too... I need not explain myself or change myself as long as I am in tune with God...

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
- Isaiah 41:10