just being God chick...

feeling sad and happy... very mixed emotions within me...

sigh... it was weird sending them off to missions...
for the past 2 years, i've always been the one being sent off...
this time around i was sending them off... a little weird...
everyone keeps thinking that i am going... haha... 
having mixed emotions... 
am happy for them that they are going out to serve the nations...
yet sad cos i wanna go back and see the little children...
had to give instructions to bring toys to these little kids...
wondering if mel remembers... she has so many things to remember already...

was a little upset over the comments of me helping with the check-in...
made me felt like i was doing too much... sigh... whatever...
its just in me to help... so they can say whatever they want...
i shall continue to serve God's people whenever i can...
be it with little things like checking in...
or washing the toys clean so that i can give it to the little kids...
(the toys were sooooo WHITE and nice smelling...)
or simply doing errands or admin stuff...
i find joy doing it... and it serves God's purpose for that moment (i think)...
so i am just gonna toss out negative comments...
and just continue as i am...
love me or hate me... i dont really care...
all i care is taking care of the people God has placed around me...

said Happy Father's Day to my dad... a little awkward...
it had been a long time since i said these three words to him...
guess the last time was when i was in primary school...
really had to swallow my pride and just say it...
but i guess he felt loved by me... cos he was a little paiseh...
he simply said thanks and hung up... haha...
my dad aint the mushy mushy kinda guy...

there are a gazillion and one things to do this week...
went to give tuition today in the morning and then go to school for work...
meeting Zhengyuan and co for KTV session later in the evening...
(think i am going KTV a little too much...)
gotta go to the airport and fetch some austrialians on tues...
meeting Des and Charm on tues for a girls out session... (isssit still on???)
going to the airport again to fetch some international student on wed...
meeting Mag to simply catch up with her on wednesday for dinner...
having cell group this thursday... (which reminds me i haven't prepare the word...)
need to take friday off to get the uniforms for the GB girls and settle some stuff...
and then go for GB parade...
working for Vpact on sat... meeting NY that evening... (i think...)
working at office on sun...

gosh when will i finish packing my room?!?!?!

oh ya... please keep me in prayer... need to pay school fees by 24th...
dunno where all my money went... (guess my pay haven't come in...)
so got no moolah to pay my fees...
pray that i get my scholarship from school... they are still pending...
thanks...