Thursday, June 02, 2005

happy... tired... peeved...

been going out almost everyday after work the whole of this week... was out at Orchard on sat... Orchard on sun... Orchard on mon... Orchard on tues... Orchard again on wed... i need to stop it... haha... n i need to go find my own space! been seeing the same person consecutively for the pass 3 days... need a break... i shall go shopping ALONE today after work since it my only alone time today... shall spend my evening with my Lord today...

was talking to Von on the phone yesterday... i have given up reading ppl's mind... so i asked her wad she wanted for her birthday... we were simply talking and laughing... the conversation lasted an hour i think... this farnie girl... while i waited for charm to end work, i saw julian... so went to say hi for a split sec with von still on the line... so von asked who i saw yadayada... told her julian and she asked if i invited him to my party... dunno lei... should i??? anyway, i asked her wad she wanted, and i remembered wad des said on sun... that von would like this kinda shoes... and von kept saying she dunno wad she wan... so i asked her if she wanted anything apart from a piano... den i told her wad i saw with des and wad des said that sun... how it is so von... and von went but its expensive for a pair of school shoes... so i said i'll paint a pair for her... and she went how she preferred being made stuff den bought... so i thought settled... but apparently it was a bad move huh? cos after reading des' od i probably quashed her chance to surprise von... i dunno la... i havent been doing anything right of late with anyone... but it made me realised that the ppl i tot i noe, i dont...

i simply dont know u... no matter how much time i spend with you (or for the matter of fact how little)... i could never seem to understand u... sometimes, i thought i know wad u want... but it turns out i m wrong... i m sorry that i dashed ur chance to show her how much telepathy there is between the 2 of u... realised that no matter wad i do, it is always wrong... i m tired of it all... tired of reading ur mind... i m no psychic... n i dont have telepathy with u...

okie y is my entry getting depressive... lemme brighten it up... sigh...

on sat... bought Gwen's b-dae prezzie... bought a hot pink halter top from Fox...
on sun... bought small stuff... a scarf, a foot petal, a pink flower hair accessory...
on mon... went looking for pink and silver balloons found none...

on tues... went to look for that book i wanted, but it is sold out...
on wed... bought earrings... body scrub... nail polish remover...
on thurs... wondering wad i will buy today... haha...

Edric sounded like he's gonna buy me an iPod shuffle for my birthday... haha... Edwin said he'll colour my hair for me before my birthday... sweet brothers i have...

Some people have been asking me wad i want for my birthday... I realised like Von, everything i wan no one can really afford it... but everything else i dont need... so guess i m actually a simple sentimental person... dont gimme anything that can be worn out... i just wan something i can probably keep forever... haha... sentimental fool i am... sigh...

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