Wrote a song for my beloved Lord... Wanted to submit it in for the songwriting competition in church but felt that I wasn't good enough for it... My song to my Lord is so simple, I was thinking in my finite mind that it won't make it pass the judges... But I like my simple lyrics...
King of all glory, of heaven above Jesus, thank You for the Cross My Saviour Redeemer, Christ Jesus my Lord |  |
I think it is simple... It has only three chords - C, D and G... And for now I am contented just singing it in my bedroom and share it softly with my friends...
Went for dinner with Dale, Lydia, Sean and Amos last night... Don't know why but I lost my appetite once I reached the place... Must be the odd eating hours... Haven't been eating right the past 2 days... On Saturday, I had a can of milo in the morning, den after service I tried to eat porridge but only managed 5 spoonfuls, had a glass of Mango Madness at Galilee & Friends at Cineleisure will I was out with Celine, Audris, Alvin, Dex & Zhenglong... And that was all for Saturday... Sunday, I forced myself to eat a Oriental Chicken Salad from KFC for lunch at around 3pm... Den around 8pm decided I shall join Dale, Lydia, Sean and Amos at Pasta Fresca for dinner, but I didn't eat anything... So off we went when the rest were done with dinner... I decided I shall eat or I probably will fall sick sooner or later... I went to the deli, wanting to buy a single black pepper chicken drumstick, but cos it was after 9, it was buy one get one free... And the lady even threw in a bacon stick free! Well... I ate the bacon stick after we paid... Eating that I was contented... Haha... But also rather full... So kept the drumsticks till I reached home... We bought wine, doritos and gelato... Everyone came to my place... Had wine and doritos and gelato... Tried to eat my chicken... Half-way through I was full already and that was only half a chicken drumstick! I think I need to get my system back in order... Gosh...
Anyway, we tried to watch the FAW esplanade concert on the projection TV downstairs... But the VCD player won't co-operate... Then we proceeded to my room to use my com to watch it... It worked... But after that, we started an ad-hoc FAW meeting... I should say I am pleasantly surprised... Yet at the same time I am not... Cos I think I know Dale too well, somehow, we would have gotten about this issue sooner or later... While we were discussing the tentative plans and committee, I realised how much can read his mind... After all I've been working with him for 5 years nearly 6 now... I was simply putting in names, knowing who he had in mind... And even before he says anything, I've gotten it done... I amazed myself constantly when it comes to knowing certain people in a working environment... The same goes for me in school, at the office and ministry... I thank God for this gift of initiativeness... And I thank Him that my sensitivity towards others is gradually improving... There is now a balance in the way I am handling certain stuff, and I think I can see certain growth in myself... I am happy with that and am hoping that as the days go by, I am growing to be the woman God wants me to be... His Proverbs 31 woman... 
afternoon entry
Am suppose to go to the MDA office later... Wondering if I should go off soon... since I am not doing much... If it is in God's will I know He will provide with the finances for my studies... After all, He provided for the past two years, with aids in the first year and a bursary in my second... Now just wondering how my final year would go... Really hope I could get the NEEDS BASED AWARD in school, or the MDA Media Education Scheme Scholarship... Praying very hard...
Needless to say I know that MY GOD is a GREAT God... He does not give me anything that is not His BEST! He is simply DA BEST! My heavenly Father's mercy and grace abounds so abundantly in my life that I have gotta spread HIS blessings with those I come in contact with daily! My financial situation according to my bank account is looking up even if it is ever so slightly... Used to have days when it is in cents... Nowadays, I have a healthy bank account... Praise the LORD!!!!
My recommendation letters from my lecturers are very positively written... I guess when you commit yourself to worship the Lord with all the works of your hands, He sees it and is pleased... And I am grateful for the favour I have found in LASALLE... Like it said in Luke 2:52 "Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, and in favour with God and men." So as I try to be more like Him, I do hope I am growing as He did too...
Anyways, I am not eating lunch again... Didn't have breakfast this morning... Now no lunch... I am indeed going about my diet in a wrong manner... Must go eat something later when I knock off at 4... Maybe food outside of campus might be a little more appealing... *sigh*
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