Something Von asked me yesterday strucked me... It made me realise how much negativity the computer and internet have... Realised too that I ramble on about my good and bad times... And somehow, never really gave it much thought on how much it does affect others... Woah~! Words do have great impact on people... So from this day on I guess, I won't be grumbling about life anymore... I mean after all, we are to give thanks in all circumstances... And I just wanna thank God for all the moulding He has put me through.... I believe I have come out stronger than before... All these not so wonderful times are planned by Him to build me up, so I should not sulk and grumble la... Hee hee!
Went for GB last friday... Guess I scared the girls by my shouting... These girls ah, need to learn to be quicker and less dilly dallying about... But anyway, these girls are still adorable... Eunice, Mag, Ai Shang, Jieying, Ziyi, Annabel and even the not very tactful Joanne were pretty sweet... Xiaofen was still as blur... But having not seen them for almost 2 months, it made me wonder how much I have missed out watching these girls grow... Well, God has His perfect ways... I think I am not constantly available for GB on Fridays so that I could go down and play the disciplinarian role when I have my holidays... So I do hope that when I have my holidays next May-June period, I could really go down and serve... But going down for GB made me realise that I do miss serving the Lord through serving His daugthers or daughters-to-be... Oh, the lives that would be transformed by Him and I miss seeing the miracles at work... Guess not many are priviledged to see that many miracles working... I will in time see my own ones when He deems fit...
Then there was BOTC over the weekend... The ladies are such wonderful living testimonies... I remember there was a time when FAW exco always referred the exco of the Alumni as the old women... But then, looking at these wonderful old ladies, I felt so ashamed that I even referred the older women so irreverently... Sigh~! Anyway, Mrs Tay, Deputy Brigade Commissioner, is one amazing woman... So is also taking care of the West Zone one contact we need to build relationships with to help the 46th Coy grow stronger... After all, she is one amazing woman who is part of the 1st Coy... Then there was Ms Hee, Brigade Commisioner, who gave a talk on leadership 101... She just had a cataract operation and was in recuperation mode, but she chose to come and give her all... What she said about us having the priviledge to be chosen by God to touch the girls' lives made me feel so, so... Words cannot describe it, but it is beyond feeling honoured and special... It was a very loved moment kinda... Haahaa... Dunno how to describe la... Then there was Mrs Sally Chew... She has 6 children, has a full fledge career and is the Singapore's Brigade President and Vice-President for the International GB... She is just one amazing woman... Being in the presence of so many godly wonderful ladies, I can just simply say that I am ultra blessed... God is just so amazing... And now, I am even more determined to go and build up the lives of the girls and my cell members... I learned so much during this camp and boy am I glad I went for it...
Now I need to build up the talents and skills that God has blessed me with... So that I can in turn bless those around me... ;)
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