PARACETAMOL...

Sometimes I feel as if I'm living in a different world from others...
I feel lost and rather alone...
Is it just me or are things no longer the same?
It seemed as if I have left all my friends behind...
Or have they moved on and left me behind...
I dunno...
It is all a whirlwind of confusion...
I am having a headache from all these catching up I need to do...

Isn't it weird that you are my so-called friends and yet we've got nothing more to talk about?
Isn't there more depth to it than teasing and making me the butt of your jokes?
Maybe you see me no more than just a classmate...
Maybe it ain't a mutual friendship...
Is there more to these relationships than meets the eye?
I dunno...
It all seem so plastic...
I am having a headache from deciphering your actions and speech...

Funny how we are family yet we don't hold a real conversation...
Funny how I dislike meeting up with you all...
Funny how I feel so inferior to all of you, when in fact I feel superior before I meet up with you...
You are always comparing results, comparing this and that...
How I dread CNY reunion dinners...
I dunno...
It is such a farcical experience each time...
I am having a headache from the thoughts of meeting you all...

I just simply want some peace and quiet...
I wanna stop striving to meet up to your silly little expectations of me...
I wanna let it all go...
I wanna let it all out...
I dun wanna feel like this at all...
I dunno...
It comes down to whether I am having a headache afterall...
I am having a headache thinking of these...

Should take some paracetamol...
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