Focus on Him alone...

Sometimes I feel like I am too distracted...
Too distracted by the rights and wrongs set by the world...
Too distracted by just doing the right things...
Too distracted by the end result...
Too distracted by the way things are the way they are...

Sometimes I feel that I lost my focus...
As much as I try to focus...
As much as I tell myself to keep focused...
As much as I am ready to put my heart and mind into doing it...
As much as I tell myself to focuse, I just can seem to fully focus...

Sometimes I think I have lost it...
Lost the essence of it...
Lost the enjoyment of the process...
Lost the joy that comes with it...
Lost everything that is suppose to mean something...

I know what I need to do...
I know what needs to be done...
I know what it is that keeps distracting me...
I know full well that it is God whom I should focus on...
Yet despite all the knowledge, I still feel like I am failing...

I am failing to keep my focus on Him...
I am failing to do what needs to be done...
I am failing to do what I need to do...
I am failing because I keep getting distracted...
Stupid lies of T.E.O. get out of my head!!!!

I am not a failure...
I am a princess of God...
I am a Lily-white princess of God...
I am a precious child of God...
I am ME...

ME shall keep my focus on my God alone...
ME shan't be distracted by the lies of T.E.O....
ME shall keep my cool when taunted by T.E.O...
ME shall pray and keep my focus on God...
ME shan't subcumb to T.E.O's bish-bashing on my faith...

because ME GOD is a...
WONDERFUL OMNIPOTENT OMNISCENE FAITHFUL EVERLASTING GENTLE GRACIOUS MERCIFUL LOVING GOD!!!!

He died for me on the big ugly cross...
He chose to do so because that is the ONLY way possible...
He chose to do so because He loves us soooo much...
He died for you and me with a painful double death...
Only because HE loves us...

So my focus shalt be on Him and Him alone!!!!