School has been so hectic that I can hardly breathe... Haha... Why did I even volunteered to do Jungle Book as dresser? Why O why did I? Well I think when it all boils down, I just wanna show my poor friend, who has been so stressed out by the whole production that as a friend, I love her and also hopes that she sees that God loves her and she is not alone... It think that was my motivation... When a friend is in need, and you offer a hand, that is when she feels loved... It's as if God placed His host of angels around you to help you in your times of need...
Sometimes, I don't know why I even agree to do anything thing at all... Getting myself into unnecessary obligations... Haha... I should learn to say NO more... But then that would be rather selfish of me huh? Well, I guess, I have learnt through the years to be less committing... I used to commit myself into so many things that I don't seem to have my priorities right... But God has been very very very patient with me and by His grace, I think I have grown tremendously in this area... Haha... I believe I am sorting out my life alot more nowadays... Gone are those days when I say yes to everyone who require my help... These days, I weigh out my priorities and then commit if I can... So like the Jungle Book case, I told V that I can help her out for thurs and fri but not sat... Afterall, sat is church day!!! I wouldn't miss it for anything else unless of course it is obligatory for me, as in part of my assessment and stuff...
The Post-Sec GB thing is sorta driving me crazy... I seriously dunno what I am doing except call the girls... Haha... I think that's all I am suppose to do rite? So confusing... Anyways, it this saturday and since I am not coordinating anything, I shall not fret... Haha...
Today's paper was crazy... Though I prepared well enough to pass, and even already wrote out my essay (happens that our lecturer felt it was okay for us to pre-write our essays)... I did not manage to complete it on time!!! In the end, I ended up writing my second half of my second essay in point form!!! Argh!!! My worst nightmare came true!!! I always dream of such things happening on me each time I have essays to write in exams... I have too much to say!!! *Sigh~!* Anyway, I think I did pretty okay... Now to wait for my lecturer's comments... The torture!!!
Anyway, I think I did good this sem.. Hopefully that is reflected on my result slip at the end of the day... But the final assessment is gonna be a real test... I can't seem to get this form of theatre right!!! I can't do it la... It's too painful... And yet, I know I can do it... I just can't seem to commit into it fully... *Sigh~!* O well, i just have to put more effort into making it work I guess... So it off to rehearsals... But now... I just wanna go home and rest...
It's been a tiring week...
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