i dunno how to put this... but this is a feeling that has been bothering me for the past few evenings and i just simply need to vent it out before it does me too much damage...
ok... how shall i rant...
hmm... been going for auditions and not having any callbacks... been wondering what exactly is wrong with me... because of that, i've been feeling a little inferior... i feel fat and ugly... i feel as if i am being overlooked most of the time... the guys around me are my friends... but they are all interested in my friends... sometimes i wonder if they are friends with me just so that they can get to know my friends... but i don't think that is the case... it's just a depressive spirit making me feel so... it is also probably because of the many weddings that have been happening and are going to happen... hmm... or it is probably just the fact that i am getting older... and yearning to feel validated by another human being... i dunno... but this feeling has been getting me down over and over again... i simply have to overcome this... i have to stop this self pitying cycle.... Lord help me...
God created Man... Both male and female He created them... From the dust He created the male... From the rib He created the female... As we are created from the bone, women are fragile... Women need to find the body to be complete... Men need to find their missing rib to be complete... Girls are bones and needs to be protected... I need to be protected...
end of rant
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