claims of His promises!

these are the things that i am believing for in my child like faith... though the items requested not very child-like... heehee...

financial providence...
1. more job offers, a permanent job with a theatre company would be good, a stable income... (life as an actor is unpredictable)
2. a new phone with camera and video functions... (my current phone is dying)
3. financial freedom for my family...

spiritual providence...
4. deeper relationship with the Lord... (go deep)
5. salvation of my family... (look far)
6. improved relationship with my spiritual daughters, both already here and still wandering... (ask big)
7. find my 12... (ask big)

physical/ health providence...
8. a healthier slimmer body... (not asking too much right? afterall i do have a gym membership...)
9. freedom of diseases for my family... (no longer to be binded by the spirit of depression...)

emotional providence...
10. better emotional quotient... able to be more sensitive to the people around me...
11. fruit of the spirit reflected in my life through the way i handle my emotions... (actually linked to spiritual providence la...)
12. when the Lord knows I am ready, He will provide the One... in the meantime, help me be patient and not lose hope...

i shall not ask for too much yet... will continue to think and add to the list... but i believe that these things will be added unto me... for the Lord is Jehovah Jireh... my provider!

such a mess...

okie... i have got a few shows lined up, which means i am rather employed right now...

however, because of some misunderstanding that is linked to my current state of employment right now, i think one of my friend/colleague is rather upset with me and the whole situation...

well you see... initially, they had wanted her to play the role i am playing now... but after the first read, i was selected instead... i didn't even know i was selected until the second read, so therein lies the problem... a big miscommunication i think... i thought that she would be there for the second read, i mean after all, they did say it was a second audition and they were auditioning for ah kong too... i didn't realise that this friend of mine won't be there until that morning, when i checked my email and realised that she had been left out of the mailer and later the confirmation that she hadn't been informed when i picked our friend up for the rehearsal that morning... later on, after the rehearsal, our bosses were talking about another play that i am involved in... then came the second shocker for the day... they were going to drop her out of this play too, because her "schedule" clashed... i am not even sure if our bosses informed her of this change of events...
we all have our pride, and to be dropped from two shows just because the bosses assumed that you are not flexible in your schedule isn't fair... if i were in her shoes, i would definitely be jumping up and down in anger too... but i guess, i won't allow it affect me too much after all la... cos i mean, this is how this industry work... sometimes, you get many jobs, sometimes, you don't... we just need to learn to take things in its stride... to let go ba...

i would gladly swop places with her... however, i am not the boss and i don't have the last say... we are all waged actors... we don't really call the shots... until the day we do... we just have to be resigned to the fact that some days are better than others... we simply just have to let go and look forward to the next job available... such is life... you win some, you lose some...

i am simply thankful to God, that He has blessed me with these opportunities after a whole year...

life ain't fair... but God is good...

好久不見，我終於有話要說了。

有一段時期沒blog了，有一點不知到要寫什麼。
這一段時期很多事發生，有點太忙了，因此就少blog了些。
其時也好樣沒什麼好blog的，來來去去也就是那麼些事吧。

有時想想，把我的人生故事寫成一遍遍的文張，會有人要看嗎？
我的生活裡雖然有不少有趣的生活小品，但我不覺得有什麼只得一提的，有時還覺的有點乏味。
不過，讓我感恩的事件真的不少。而這些令我感嗯的事，我覺得我因該把它給blog下來。
從農利新年到見在，神的恩慈讓我從心低的感恩。